We call it love

I took a very much semi-planned vacation to see someone special to me and even though I didn't get as much time as I wanted it was definitely a much needed vacation. It gave me some time to clear my head and really just figure out how to get my shit together and define my priorities in life. I had such a big handful of crap and was only piling much more onto it that it was overflowing and was out of my control. I'm still struggling a little, but now that I've got my confidence and my head together and my heart is happy, I'm ready to get life into order.

I've got a list of things that need to be done ASAP and I will be starting these rather immediately. Think of this as my public to do list, but I'll make a more formal To Do list on my front page so you can see where I'm at,and I'll try to update it at least once a week.


Outside of that, life is looking up for me again. The last few months (since March) has been full of pain, confusion, and downright ready to give up on everything, but things have started to get better and I'm just overall more happy and ready to get going with everything. I've met a wonderful man who has made me feel invincible. Well, not really, but I'm getting a confidence I never really had before. I don't feel the need to curl my shoulders in or stare at the ground. He honestly has become my world. Anyway, outside of my love life, I've got a promotion at work, I'm excited for and while I see myself going far, I also see it being my demise with this company which I try not to think of. Mostly because I feel they expect a professional and they're getting a beginner, even though they know I'm a beginner and want me at Pro level by next week. SO we'll see how well that actually goes and if it'll amount to a really good job and salary, or working back at a pizza place :/

More updates to come as time goes on. 

Here's the To do List:


Profile: I really need to make my profile page a little better and more decorated and not so boring;;;;; (not really a priority....

Fanfiction (Paid): I haven't forgotten about this. I've been adding timelines and general plot points that need to be reached, but I haven't been able to do much writing with all that's going on. I've got some chapters started nothing started, but It's going to be updated here soon. I'll post a date as soon as I decide one.

Sculpture (Paid): To my wonderful friend who commissioned me, you are an amazing person. This is the priority in my days right now. I started it a few weeks ago, but the way I was building it busted on me and I feel horrible. I'll be updating you as soon as I get started with WIP (about two or three days) photos as promised. I'll also be throwing in some extra surprises with your package for being so patient with me!

MYOs: I've got two MYO's for both the Reaper species by and Prismech species that I need to get started//finished/ I've got the ideas but haven't sat down to do them yet.

Character Profiles: I'd like to do a piece for all my characters (we'll see how well this goes) so I can finally upload their photos and their profile information. They all have backstories and names, I just don't have anything to post with it. Especially the CS that I have.

Be More Active: I'm kind of a deadweight right now, I need to get more involved in the communities, if not the CS groups and really try to get out there and get back into the flow of things

Future Sculpts: I'd like to get some sculpts of all of my characters as well, for both practice and my own little collection as well. Additionally, I want to create a species I can sculpt and call my own. A really high dream, but it would be nice to have a little something i can sculpt and call my own (: